Deleting all your msgs.

Really nothing to blog about, been rotting these few days. :) But coming june, i'm sure i'll have something to post about. So stay tuned and .... yeah. :P Watching movies to kill time, see below for movie summary, and hopefully it will help you kill time as well. :) heh.

I'm deleting your messages, every single one of them. Even though i can't delete them now, i will soon enough. It hurts like hell to delete them, your messages are my memories of you, deleting them is like deleting away memories from my brain. I know its a good thing to have you removed from my heart, but i'm just not ready for all this to happen so suddenly. :') I'm really really glad it's the holidays now, i don't know how i'm going to face you in school if it wasn't. I don't know what to do now, facebook reminds me of you, music reminds me of you, computer games remind me of you and makes me feel like crying again. I don't know the reason why you suddenly have the idea, and i probably don't wanna know too. I'm not going to reread your msgs, nor am i going to delete them. I don't know why i fell in love with you, or why you're the first guy whom i've ever teared for. I'm sorry Heather, but i just can't.... YET. I'll do it asap when i'm ready. :(

Some cake to cheer me up. ;)